Why do people tell me that I’m a catch when I can’t even make the person I love return those feelings. What the fuck is wrong me? I’m so tired of it all. I just want to try again and find something tangibly beautiful, but I’m so damn pessimistic now that I don’t think its meant to work out for me. The more you love someone the harder it is when they start being mean to you, when they start ignoring you or stop making you feel special. Why don’t I have healthy easy people in my life? No one feels right anymore. Everyone just seems so fucking sad or fucked in the head. Where are all the well adjusted people who are capable of loving unconditionally? I just want some chill happy people around me and the only ones i know are all leaving the country in a few months. Love is such shit.
How many god damn versions of Disney princesses can there God damn be? I’ve seen like 10 sets of all of them and interpretations…
There is something oddly pleasing, being reminded that Oedipus didn’t intentionally murder his father to marry his mother, and had absolutely no desire to do either thing, because he didn’t actually have an Oedipus Complex.
It’s pleasing, because anything that makes Freud look like a jackass is nice.
Jesus Christ it is hard to make people happy while still keeping your own positive attitude. I have never felt so many war-ing emotions
Barbican Centre by Chamberlin, Powell and Bon
Due to the large scale of the buildings and green spaces, it is easily forgotten that you in the middle of busy London.
Daily sketch 04 (bit more than a sketch perhaps)
Turned into Zelda art…Somehow it always does, but it IS my biggest inspiration for everything I come up with.